I said in my very first post that I've tried a number of ways to get myself off the hook of porn addiction that all seemed to fail.
I'd willingly throw away my home computer but I need it for my job.
I've tried putting filters on the system but I just end up bye-passing them.
Covenant Eyes looked interesting but I couldn't get anyone to be my covenant partner and my wife avoids all use of the computer. Not only that but she doesn't know about my addiction and I'm not going to jeopardise our relationship any more than I have done by my secretive use of Internet porn.
I did sign up to a 20 week Internet programme which gave me constant feedback from a mentor. That was a few years ago and I was free for almost a year. At the time I was quiet religious [a practicing Christian back then] and the course had that religious theme though it wasn't condemning.
Having said that, one scipture that I discovered for myself cut to the quick. It was that anyone who viewed another with lust in their heart was commmitting adultery as surely as any adulter. And that was spoken by the man himself. I've never forgotten it.
So how did I manage to go for so long without a fall? Answer, my mind wasn't on porn or glamorous images.
Thursday, 6 August 2009
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