So what do I have to fight to win this battle? The impersonal 'what' to fight couldn't give a damn [see next post]. It will continue to be put on servers world-wide whether I access it or not.
No, it's not so much 'what' that needs to be overcome but 'who'.
I have to know and overcome myself; I have to be constantly alert to the triggers [non-porn glamour images and emotions] that I mentioned in my last post.
I have to constantly remind myself that I can and will overcome because I want to rise above these baser instincts; because I feel lousy on so many different levels when I give in.
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