1. By secretly watching internet porn, I am deceiving my wife. Someone once said that looking at another with lust in their heart was tantamount to committing adultery.
2. That behaviour is self indulgent; it’s grossly selfish.
3. I feel as though I’m not in control when I do, as though it’s aimless.
4. It was becoming addictive, draining, potentially affecting my martial relationship and my work.
5. There is a deep sense from within myself that it’s wrong – I consciously feel that it’s desensitizing, dehumanising, appealing only to baser human instincts.
6. It feeds the ego with fantasies that aren’t representative of normal reality.
7. Both the watchers [of porn] and the watched lose their self respect and respect for each other. Their egos self serving [looking for a payoff, thrill, high] which is another thing entirely.
8. It’s escapism from other issues.8. The high that it brings isn’t long lasting and so will never satisfy.
9. People and corporations out there are making a lot of money out of other peoples’ weakness.
10. I feel good about myself when I leave all this [negative] stuff alone. I don’t just want to leave it alone, I want to leave it far behind to the point that it doesn’t exist.
11. I want to break free because I prefer freedom over [self-imposed] imprisonment and because I can break free - there is only myself [ego] to stop me.
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